Well after spending a full day and a night with my Shadow,
I guess I have a few corrections to make.
Shadow has (in it's not so subtle way) enlightened me to
my , let me see how did she put it?,... Oh Yes, My '"Bliss Bubble,..
Light is so right,.. Pollyanna perfect side" AND has accurately stated
that level of denial shares office space with "The Liar"...
I foolishly ASSumed that the 'The Liar' was Shadows inheritance
but I wobble graciously corrected.
Apparently, 'the liar' aka 'Pollyanna' is a feature of Convenience
and that program can be borrowed and installed by Suzette
any ole time.
I was reminded ,EXPERIENTIALLY, last night that. in fact,
I DO NOT in my darkest hours ALWAYS
"feel the Golden Light as a hand on my shoulder or
a kiss on top of my head.",... Hhhhh....
"Is that good enough?"
"Fine I'll continue..."
Apparently, Shadow popped out shortly after my writing the last post
to "hold out a steady hand " to me so that I,.. sorry,..WE could walk in Truth.
Accordingly, I have been realigned and now realize that
The Golden Light and The Shadow
are NEUTRAL when I can resist coloring them
with my fanciful, dramatic ideas and stories.
In a consolatory moment Shadow agreed there is a place and time
for stories but warns the 'stories' are very powerful
and if left unchecked can be used to manipulate myself
WE rightly agree,..."CUT",...I am aware that at this particular time
in the history of Humanity, it is imperative that we
examine our stories ( belief systems),
the ones we tell ourselves, the ones we tell others
and the ones we 'subscribe' to.
Note to self;
Scan for the unconscious ones as well.
Follow the feelings.
When we are elated or despondent
or numb we are NOT
in Neutral or at Peace.
Check the story, Suz.
Most important is not that we delight in stories
or resort to them but rather that we are able to recognize
when we are participating in one. Then we have a choice.
Then we can be Free.