putting a lid on it now

I am reminded every year how much I hate fireworks!
I feel sick. Oh... Suz this is good stuff, contain!
I know this is an emotional charge. I feel angry and judgemental about the men
hanging out in the streets with the kids, Bonding? Celebrating? Having a good time?
Yes I have heard the historical reasons why we do this. I still d0n't get it...
The way things often go, fireworks should be legal everywhere and free , 'reinforcing successive approximations to the desired behavior'. How very Patriotic.
Well this night is going to SUCK!